ARGHH i feel like im juz a subsitute lah... God... why? everything i do for people they take it for granted and now adays my attitude is like darn >< cmi im like bomb like tht u step on me i just explode without warning shucks and endtimes are near so I SERIOUSLY DUN KNOW HOW AND WHAT TO DO GOD! ohh man ... btw treat me like a subsitute u will so get it from me haiz... gong ting ahh gong ting D: why people are always faster then me cleverer then me prettier then me.shoot... whats going on? is this discouragement? or me? i guess its me... WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY PROBLEMS WIL OTHERS DUN EVEN HAVE A SHIT? ohh God im such a problematic kid and God why do u still love me? im too troublesome for u to love am i? anyway i wont give up on u unless u give up on me...thts my promise to you even if my close friends are all gone thanks to my commitment to the church :x why isit so difficult to find people to bring to church and make them stay? isit becaus im not walking right with u? i dun wanna leave you like others did...
I WANNA CHANGE FOR THE BETTER I NEED REVIVAL GOD!
ha.ha.ha i feel so moodless tomorrow must high !!! and let God overflow me!!!
i know my thinkings aint right but i will channel it back to the right channel :D
nites
♥livelifetothefullest
Friday, May 22, 2009
yo!!! not blooging cause of laziness even if i blogged nobody wanna read so WHATSTHE POINT? haha anyway... life in church totally rules thou im somewhat drifting away from God but i will still have faith in him and try to go back to him :D anyways exams are ok... haha didi it with God so its perfect:) anyways... CHURCH CAMP IS NEAR!!! it will be at downtown yay!!! :D wahhaha cant wait to go!!! ;] anyways JIAYOU peeps with ur exams and stuff!!! okay? hahaha thts all takecare!!
♥livelifetothefullest
Sunday, May 10, 2009