hey!!! haha nowadays been prawning quite fun lahh :D people whom i hang out with are cool and Celine talked to me today... yeah founded out i have been hating myself everytme things go wrong which is ,if i hate myself im hating God ... but God didn't do anything so why should i hate him? yeah so i better control my emotions bahh cannot keep letting my emotion control me or I'm will be sonka man... haha so must change becaus i wanna have breakthrough!!! camp is near!! :D so anxious for it lahh bet it will be fun!!! heehee.. andddd
sometimes... i feel like leaving God because i cant feel what i felt when i first started knowing him... when i started knowing him i was all into him but now i think im fading away GOD I SERIOUSLY DUN WANNA LEAVE U LIKE HOW OTHERS DID. u gave us a chance to be with you but we dun cherish it...but i want to...
eveybody is NOT perfect thts why we need God... if everybody is perfect... we WOULDN'T sin.. dun tell me tht u never sin before? those hatredness in ur eyes and those gossiping mouth of your i know i know i have those before yeah so i cant say tht with God im totally perfect even if im with God i still sin so thts why i must change i must grow and i keep saying i want to grow i want to have faith i want to be a shepherd but i never do it... i say only :/ haiz i really hope to change for the better ... but now i feel tht without God life will be meaningless and without happiness + all the sinning... it will be terrible... anyways takecare yeah? haha
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Friday, June 05, 2009