TheGIRL

The name is RACHEL. I'm in love with God, I'm a fan of GREY, BLACK AND BLUE:D a little pink too!! :x God,Family and Friend are my three best things that ever appeared in my life, they're always by my side whenever I need them.

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Sunday, December 15, 2013

Been thinking about my past and now.. cant stop hating myself for the choices i made.
Should have learned to keep my friends. Should not have the " have one throw one" attitude.
I suck so bad. I feeling so sad, angry at myself.
Kinda feel disgusted by my act. Don't really know who i am right now.
Lost my identity in Christ and in my friendships.
Don't really know what i want. Feel really stupid to be typing all this..
I JUST WANT ALL MY PAST FRIENDS BACK IS IT SO DIFFICULT?
But honestly it's impossible.
Rachel. You chose to leave.
And as time pass.. that hole in your friends heart have already been filled up with love, joy and laughter from another friend.
Yes. You can still be friends with them.
BUT. It'll never be the same. You try. but it will never happen. All you feel will be awkwardness and guilt.
Its hard..
SO MUCH REGRETS.
Feel like crying so much.. but apparently it doesn't help.
Should have learn to spend my time equally with each and every one of my friends.
I'm just like an ignorant brat.
What to do. No point crying over split milk.
LETS MOVE ON RACHEL. like i said. Ain't nobody gonna wait for your heavy ass.

will we still be friends?